327th Reflection💬

“If the Lord grants a way to failure, will you take it❓”

I will because I want to develop my patience.
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14/04/2024 (Mon) 1000 Hong Kong Academy of Performing Arts, Electronic Music Studio

My major study teacher left.

Another me said, “I wonder whether I should congratulate or console you.”

I said, “Congratulate me for what?”

Another me said, “For the approval of your video.”

I said, “Console me for what?”

Another me said, “For the problems that come with the launch of your post-production work. I’m worried you have to try something new.”

I said, “What is something new?”

Another me said, “De-noise, video cut, speed adjustment, screen division……All are something new. I’m really worried.”

I said, “Why are you so worried about trying out new things?”

Another me said, “It always involves failures in trying out new things.”

I said, “Why?”

Another me said, “You’re trying things out that you have no prior experience. You’ll certainly make mistakes. I fear mistakes.”  

I said, “However scared, I get to do it. Learn it from YouTube. If YouTube doesn’t help, find one who knows.”

Another me said, “This is even more worrying.”

I said, “What’s so worrying?”

Another me said, “How long does it take to ask again and again? It’s just too time-consuming.”

I said, “Get to do it anyway.”

Another me said, “There’s something even more worrying than anything.”

I said, “What’s that?”

Another me said, “You’ve spent a lot of time trying things out but it’s finally disapproved by your teacher. You end up with nothing.”

I said, “I won’t end up with nothing. Even with nothing approved, the Lord has prepared something for me.”

Another me said, “He’s prepared a complete failure for you, right?”

I said, “He’s prepared a chance for me to walk through the failure where I can develop my patience.”

Another me said, “In short, do it all over again. I don’t want something like that. I stop here.”

I said, “I lack patience. I want what you don’t want. I start here.”
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20/04/2024（Sat）1400-1800 Band Room

I spent 4 hours trying out the first video clip post-production work.