271st Reflection💬

“The Lord says you are secure, believe it or not❓”

If you do, follow Him and step out of your comfort zone, now.

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05/03/2023 (Sun) 04:30

I woke up.

Another me said, “Time?”

I said, “04:30 a.m.”

Another me said, “Why are you getting up so early?”

I said, “I’ve had a dream.”

Another me said, “What dream was it? Let me help explain.”

I said, “I can’t recall.”

Another me said, “Oh…”

…….

I sat still and suddenly came a thought.

A thought said, “You’re secure.”

I said, “I’m secure.”

…….

Another me said, “What did you say?”

I said, “He told me I’m safe.”

Another me said, “I said nothing.”

I said, “I didn’t say you told me. I said He told me.”

Another me said, “Who is He?”

I said, “The Lord, I believe.”

Another me said, “You heard the Lord?”

I said, “No. I simply believed He’s the one that gave me the thought. He told me I’m safe.”

Another me said, “Do you think you’re in danger? You think you are David? And you’re persecuted by Saul?”

I said, “No, I don’t. I’m simply worried. I believe the Lord’d like to remind me of his presence in my daily walk and facing bigger challenges in the near future.”

Another me said, “What are they?”

I said, “First, to organise an alumni ensemble group.”

Another me said, “You’re to compose and ask your schoolmates to be instrumentals, aren’t you?”

I said, “I’ll start composing since May.”

Another me said, “So nothing yet have you composed. As late as until May anything could have happened! Which classmate has accepted your invitation to join you?”

I said, “I’ve started a WhatsApp community, and I’m recruiting classmates from all directions.”

Another me said, “So nobody’s joined at the moment! Have you reached an agreement with the school?”

I said, “I’ve drafted a document. I’m going to propose the scheme to the school, the latest after the musical, after I’ve completed my composition, found enough interested schoolmates, and successfully set up a WhatsApp Community.”

Another me said, “So no discussion with the school yet. Still a long way to go. Will what you are doing end up all in vain?”

I said, “Oh…I don’t know. Just take a step forward whenever I’m shown one.”

Another me said, “Alas, you’re so risky?”

I said, “The Lord says I’m secure.”

Another me said, “Your failure is secured.”

I said, “I’ve no room to entertain you. I’m heading towards becoming a professional.”

Another me said, “A professional? You’re just an amateur musician, a student.”

I said, “I’m heading towards becoming a professional. This is what HKAPA told me in her email at 01:25 p.m. on March 4th.”

Another me said, “What did she say?”

I said, “This is a highly selective process. The next audition and interview is to determine whether we feel you are ready to enter a course of professional training at the next level of studies.”

Another me said, “Again.”

I said, “This is a highly selective process. The next audition and interview is to determine whether we feel you are ready to enter a course of professional training at the next level of studies.”

Another me said, “She sent you an interview invitation?”

I said, “I got her invitation to the entrance test of the academy, as well as the entrance test and also the final audition of the music school.”

Another me said, “How does the next level of music studies look like? Are you up to it?”

I said, “I don’t even now what the entrance tests are all about. Just take a step forward whenever I’m shown one.“

Another me said, ““Alas, you’re so risky?”

I said, “The Lord says I’m secure.”

Another me said, “In what sense? It seems to me every step you take is risky. You know nothing about it.”

I said, “I believe I’m secure. I know and I’m closely following the all-mighty and all-knowing Lord.”

Another me said, “Secure? Are you talking me?”

I said, “I’ve finished what I want to say. I’m going back to do revisions on orchestral ranges in preparation of the entrance tests and send schoolmates invitations to the Alumni Ensemble WhatsApp Community. That’s it.”