191st Reflection💬

“More Bible studies, Who wants it❓”

I do but the Lord wants it even more.

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30/08/2021 (Mon) 22:00 Home

BSF Group Leader called me.

Leader said, “How many days do your studies take in the coming year?”

I said, “4 days.”

Leader said, “Which 4 days?”

I said, “Mondays, Tuesdays, Wednesdays and Thursdays.”

Leader said, “What time?”

I said, “From 7 p.m. to 10 p.m.”

Leader said, “Wow, it’s a complete clash with the BSF schedule.”

I said, “Really?”

Leader said, “BSF classes are scheduled in the evenings from Monday to Thursday.”

I said, “So let’s stop for the coming 2 years until I’ve completed the Composition Diploma.”

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01/09/2021 (Wed) 09:42 WhatsApp

Leader said, “Hi, Wai Hung. I’ve talked with the teaching leader again about your situation. He asked if you’d like to join a Men Bible Study Discussion Group at 10:00 p.m. every Tuesday.”

I said, “No, I’m too tired after music school. I’m not taking it.”

Leader said, “Alright.”

I said, “I wonder if it’s possible to grant me the right of access to my BSF account where I can follow BSF guidances and study the Bible on my own?”

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02/09/2021 (Thu) 01:38 WhatsApp

Leader said, “Well understood. I talked about it with the teaching leader again. He agreed that you can stay in my group, enjoy access to BSF account, and follow BSF to study the Bible. You can also join the discussion at any of your free time like during semester break or in case of any change of study schedule.

I said, “Wow, thank God and you so much.”

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Another me said, “Hey, you’re VIP?”

I said, “No.”

Another me said, “The Bible study cannot run without you?”

I said, “It can run even without you.”

Another me said, “Why are you given such a good offer?”

I said, “Probably because I want to study the Bible.”

Another me said, “If you do, why will you go all in for music from Mondays to Thursdays.”

I said, “I want to study music as well. I’m attending a Bible study on Sundays, anyway.”

Another me said, “BSF is an international organisation. She has her own rules and regulations. And the study materials are well designed by Bible scholars. You know nothing about respect at all.”

I said, “I know all that. That’s why I’m asking the Lord and my group leader whether they can accept my proposal.”

Another me said, “If not, then you’ll go for music anyway.”

I said, “Haha, right. The Lord is with me as well when I’m studying music.”

Another me said, “Such a man as you are, why does the Lord offer something so good?”

I said, “I guess the reason probably is…”

Another me said, “What? Tell me!”

I said, “More Bible studies, I want it but the Lord wants it more than I do.”