339th Reflection💬

“If the Lord gives you a thought, will you trust it❓”

If one trusts, he’ll give a try.
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14/09/2024（Sat）1600 VSH

After a check, the heart specialist confirmed that Tung Tung’s heart got swollen and filled with water again.

When I’d settled the medical charge and was about to leave, an idea popped in my mind.

I said, “I’ve just got an idea.”

Another me said, “What’s it?”

I said, “The worsening of Tung Tung’s heart condition may possible be caused by some mistakes that I have made.”

Another me said, “Impossible.”

I said, “How do you know?”

Another me said, “The Specialist said there could be no reason for that. Now that even the specialist could find no reason.,”

I said, “I didn’t tell the specialist yet what I had done so far.”

Another me said, “What are you going to say? You’ve done nothing new at all.”

I said, “Yes, I have. I’ve taken Tung Tung to see the vet for his teeth and nose problems.

Another me said, “Let’s ask the Lord in prayers first.”

I said, “No, the Lord knows whatever happens to me.”

Another me said, “I don’t know what has happened to you. Has the Lord ever told you anything?”

I said, “I’ve just told you I got an idea: The worsening of Tung Tung’s heart condition may possible be caused by some mistakes that I have made.”

Another me said, “I said no. You’re mad. You just take whatever idea you can think of. You’re expert at causing troubles to others.”
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I turned to the counter.

I said, “I need your help.”

Nurse said, “What is that?”

I said, “I want you to show the specialist what food and medicine Tung Tung has been taking.”

Nurse said, “Is that what the specialist has asked you to do?”

I said, “No, I suspect there exists some causes for Tung Tung’s worsening heart problems now.”

Nurse said, “So the specialist hasn’t expression such a suspicion before.”

I said, “It isn’t the specialist but I myself that holds such a suspicion.”

Nurse said, “Can you show me the food and medicine? I’ll take a picture of them and pass it to the specialist.”

I said, “I’ve got their photos. Let me send you.”

Nurse said, “OK.”

I sent a set of photos to the nurse who then transferred to the specilist. A moment later…

Nurse said, “The specialist said, the lip cream that the vet prescribed for Tung Tung contained steriod. You’d better stop it right away. It may probably intensify his heart problem.”

I said, “Thank you for telling me.

Nurse said, “Please ask the vet for another lip cream without steriod.”

I said, “Get it.”
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28/09/2024 (Sat) 1347 WhatsApp

Sister texted me.

Sister said, “Tung Tung is getting better. His heart is less hydrated. The prescription can be less heavier. Let’s have another check next month.”

I said, “Get it.”
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Another me said, “Let’s ask the Lord in prayers.”

I said, “What else are you asking for?”

Another me said, “The first time you prayed, the Lord had Tung Tung’s condition improved. If you pray again, possibly…”

I said, “How do you know the Lord hadn’t helped Tung Tung until I prayed?”

Another me said, “That’s what I can see.”

I said, “But what I can see is instead you don’t trust even if the Lord has given me a thought.”

Another me said, “Yes, I trust.”

I said, “Why didn’t you give a try?”

Another me said, “No, the reason why I didn’t give a try, is…”

I said, “Your distrust in Him.”